Nine Years Trapped Inside My Own Head - Page 3

CanadianCoyote · #21 05-06-2008, 05:46 PM

Damn, you have a good point there. I never really thought about it that way.

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Originally Posted by euthanatos93420

It isn't capitalism when the governement steps in to enforcably regulate laws (Or in some cases, a lack thereof) in favor of pharmacutical empires.

blinkykush · #22 05-07-2008, 12:58 AM

have you seen my baseball?

tokintwin · #23 05-07-2008, 06:26 AM

im a minor and im goin thru sum shit im on bipolar meds and anti-depressants if i say like its not working or sumthing they increase the mg and then i get nacious from those fuckin zolofts i hate meds i just wanna toke and be a regular kid=[ if only it were that easy

CanadianCoyote · #24 05-07-2008, 07:50 AM

Baseball...? *suspicious* Why?

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Originally Posted by blinkykush

have you seen my baseball?

CanadianCoyote · #25 05-07-2008, 07:52 AM

Whatever you do -- don't let them find out you toke until you're at least 18. 20 to be safe.

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Originally Posted by tokintwin

im a minor and im goin thru sum shit im on bipolar meds and anti-depressants if i say like its not working or sumthing they increase the mg and then i get nacious from those fuckin zolofts i hate meds i just wanna toke and be a regular kid=[ if only it were that easy

MatsuMist · #26 05-07-2008, 05:42 PM

Have you found the source of your depression?
- I've never actually been "Depressed", obviously i've felt like shit before, in a mental state and a physical state, but never diagnosed with depression.

IMO. western medicine and medical practice is bullshit.

I think the worst thing to do is actually take the medicine, like you're saying you get sick when you wing yourself off of them.
thats what they want to happen, so you go back in, get something else and spend a lot more money. its all about money and keeping the population sick. repeat customers.

I believe every sickness/disease has a opposite, ie a cure whether or not we know what it is is a different story.

I would recommend obviously more of the jane if at all possible.

I have personally experiences of healing physical pain with weed, and i would imagine you could get yourself on track and in stable condition. but first of all, try and get off all types of medical pills, real healthy diet, not to many fatty foods, and get out in nature.

good luck in your journey, and may the weed be with you.

hydrotech364 · #27 05-07-2008, 07:59 PM

I live on a dead end road way out in a natl forest.I have P.T.S.D and anxiety i think i inherited from my mom,shot two men on this property different times.i take 2mg of xanax a day,I know everyone hates them,the va will give me anything but them.so i have to see a crooked dr to get them.weed and xanax are my only vices.my dad says ill be handing out the fucking watchtower if i quit anything else,hes a state official [ret]anyway if there is anything out there that produces the same calming effect please let me know.anxiety is hard to describe and ptsd is something you people dont need to know about,war is hell!!!!
i dont fear any man or anything,its a different kind of feeling,worthlessness worry about everything.people plotting against you etc.....but if anyone knows something that would work plz post it.i have taken everything.else i know how they feel bro.i hope it all works out man,peace

closet.cult · #28 05-08-2008, 04:42 AM

9 years ago i was excommunicated from my church. i was disowned by my family. i fell into heavy drug experimentation. i was then robbed at gunpoint, in my apartment, stripped naked.

i was put on butran, xxanex and prozac- all together, to keep me from going mad. about two months in I realized THEY were helping me go mad by deadening my emotions behind the haze of mind-clouding medications. i quit them all cold-turkey and just stuck with weed, everyday.

if you're diagnosed with depression, but its just from external forces in your life, not internal chemical imbalances, try to get off the drug company's poisons as soon as possible. cannabis is the best medicine for depression. it's the best medicine for a host of physical and mental problems. the drug companies know it. the government knows it. THAT'S why it is illegal.

you are not alone. good luck as you transverse your life in all it's full, lucid glory. high!, not doped up.

CanadianCoyote · #29 05-08-2008, 02:27 PM

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Originally Posted by MatsuMist

Have you found the source of your depression?
- I've never actually been "Depressed", obviously i've felt like shit before, in a mental state and a physical state, but never diagnosed with depression.

((Depression has many sources, and I can't really pin mine on any one thing. It's a combination of things, really. I'm prone to it as I have a family history on both sides (at least, relatives on both sides have been put on medication), but I really feel like the medicine is impeding me instead of helping me. In the end, it's how *I* feel that really counts.))

IMO. western medicine and medical practice is bullshit.

((Not all of it. Without it I wouldn't exist, plain and simple. The anti-depressant craze is bullshit. I've said it before - some people DO need some help from medication to correct chemical imbalances. However, doctor's prescribe these medicines so readily without the slightest bit of hesitation. Oftentimes people are tricked into them, told they'll be taking them "short term", but then they end up on them for years and years and at higher doses.))

I think the worst thing to do is actually take the medicine, like you're saying you get sick when you wing yourself off of them.
thats what they want to happen, so you go back in, get something else and spend a lot more money. its all about money and keeping the population sick. repeat customers.

((Exactly. EXACTLY. On the dose I was on; if I abruptly stopped taking the medication I would've suffered some serious and potentially deadly side effects. Like gran mal seizures. Now I'll just get so ill I can't function. It's good to get off of these a bit at a time.))

I believe every sickness/disease has a opposite, ie a cure whether or not we know what it is is a different story.

((I think the best cure for depression is support from loving and understanding people. I feel that talk-therapy is more effective than any drug on the market. Just going to someone you can spill your guts to without being judged is a good thing, and those people will often have good advice for you and give you ways to help you cope.))

I would recommend obviously more of the jane if at all possible.

((I'm working on that. Weed is a double-edged sword though ... sure, it'll cut down on my depression, but it'll also prevent me from getting a job (drug tests a'plenty...). I'll figure things out, though. I have to, so I will.))

I have personally experiences of healing physical pain with weed, and i would imagine you could get yourself on track and in stable condition. but first of all, try and get off all types of medical pills, real healthy diet, not to many fatty foods, and get out in nature.

((My Mum has a similar philosophy -- she only takes one pill a day, a thyroid supplement, because she needs it to survive. She refuses all other medication ... partly because of what she's watched me and my father go through. She's a strong person and I admire her.))

good luck in your journey, and may the weed be with you.

Thank you. Thank you so much!

MatsuMist · #30 05-08-2008, 03:05 PM

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((I'm working on that. Weed is a double-edged sword though ... sure, it'll cut down on my depression, but it'll also prevent me from getting a job (drug tests a'plenty...). I'll figure things out, though. I have to, so I will.))

Live by the sword, die by the sword.
-I hear ya on the drug testing, the biggest invasion of privacy known to man.

i've had a few run ins at testing places and haven't turned out good, missed a few good jobs because of it. But i believe i am a better person today because i was real about it, and i've gotten through some tough times when only the chronic was with me.

I read its been a pain to find a job in MI. that is unfortunate have you considered moving, or is all the family in the area?(my moms side moved from allegan/plainwell area where my gramps was born and raised)

obviously i don't know your entire situation, but maybe a change of pace or direction would help out, get the ball rolling.

Back to the original quote, I would say, being in good health is more important than a job. All you need to survive is, food, water, shelter and clothing, while these things all cost money, there are ways around it.