Feeling trapped

Kassidy · #1 03-23-2008, 11:18 PM

I ate some really good shrooms about a month ago. I had a great time but i have felt differently after this, like i am trapped in my body. I know its weird but i feel like my own body is holding me back for being able to do greater things......

mastakoosh · #2 03-23-2008, 11:21 PM

you might have to remove your skin to free yourself lol j/k.

boooky · #3 03-23-2008, 11:24 PM

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Originally Posted by mastakoosh

you might have to remove your skin to free yourself lol j/k.

LOL..... Yes! If I was tripping right now that would be funny but I prolly wouldnt be able to read it if I where trippin niether...It would look like everything else you try and read on shrooms. Why does it always look like the pattern on bandanas?

Kassidy · #4 03-23-2008, 11:26 PM

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Originally Posted by mastakoosh

you might have to remove your skin to free yourself lol j/k.

hahahaha, i was also told by a friend that a bullet to the head would free me too, some friend right???

mastakoosh · #5 03-23-2008, 11:28 PM

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Originally Posted by boooky

LOL..... Yes! If I was tripping right now that would be funny but I prolly wouldnt be able to read it if I where trippin niether...It would look like everything else you try and read on shrooms. Why does it always look like the pattern on bandanas?

yeah i had that a few times exactly like u said. i saw the pattern with my eyes open and freaked out and closed my eyes and the pattern was still there lol. kassidy i felt weird after tripping a bunch for a summer and had to lay off it for a while. but i kind of know what you are saying, i think...

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soulflyx2k · #6 03-24-2008, 01:05 PM

guess what, you CAN leave your body.
-maybe start researching lucid dreams / out of body experience (OOB)

the most free i have felt in life is when im not in this body

meditation --> obe/lucid dream --> not trapped

mastakoosh · #7 03-24-2008, 01:06 PM

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Originally Posted by Kassidy

hahahaha, i was also told by a friend that a bullet to the head would free me too, some friend right???

yeah helluva friend lol.

mexiblunt · #8 03-24-2008, 06:04 PM

you hit it bag on. It's a shitty feeling but in some ways you are trapped in your body. meditation and lucid dreaming are some of a few ways to achieve the freedom back but like most things that are good require work. That's why I believe some drugs are bad, even tho I tell everyone they should try em at least once. my dad told me that of acid when I was 16. I can still see those patterns if i want to like alot of stuff from my tripped out times, but I takes work thru meditation and the like. I spent a couple days on a bad acid trip fighting myself to not get the gun and end it. Then I thought of suicide everyday for over a year after knowing full well I wouldn't do It nor did I want to. It was strange. Needless to say I've found a relative happy place compared to those times.

boooky · #9 03-24-2008, 06:24 PM

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Originally Posted by mexiblunt

you hit it bag on. It's a shitty feeling but in some ways you are trapped in your body. meditation and lucid dreaming are some of a few ways to achieve the freedom back but like most things that are good require work. That's why I believe some drugs are bad, even tho I tell everyone they should try em at least once. my dad told me that of acid when I was 16. I can still see those patterns if i want to like alot of stuff from my tripped out times, but I takes work thru meditation and the like. I spent a couple days on a bad acid trip fighting myself to not get the gun and end it. Then I thought of suicide everyday for over a year after knowing full well I wouldn't do It nor did I want to. It was strange. Needless to say I've found a relative happy place compared to those times.

What wierd is I have never had a bad trip even if it got crazy it was funny as hell...Some people seem to forget that they have just eatin shrooms...What you see and think the shrooms own....So just know your tripping out and not dieing..Ive seen old men cry on shrooms and I could never figure out why..

Like one of my friends while we are triping with his girl friend just stands up and says "Holt shit dude!! The 2 hours is up its gonna last forever!!" about that time his girlfriend started trippin out hardcore and I couldnt stop laughing it got hardcore prety fast....Girl crying in a corner and me and the home boy playing catch with a kit-kat bar....

mexiblunt · #10 03-24-2008, 07:00 PM

Sorry I kinda f'd that up a bit. My experience was with LSD Alone by myself(I hit about 3 hours after some of my friends so when I was getting high they were getting ready to go home), I've always been alright with shrooms. But the basic idea I think was that the LSD made me see things in such a different way that I think I was actually aware that I was scared to come back to "reality". So then that would have meant becoming an LSD freak or deal with it. I think the year of being down was me dealing with it or maybe lack thereof. That which doesn't kill you will only make you stronger, it's just I felt I was on the edge. lol.