Dying alone..

yep think about it sometimes.
nah...no need to dick.
just kick back

I don't know.. like my sister I haven't seen in years told me I was gonna die alone.. a couple of my exes too. I've been kicked out of a friends place before since I was a dick.. now I have my own place, but it's empty. It sucks.

Nothing wrong with dieing alone, I'd rather do it that way than die with people watching me.
Hopefully my death will be at a time of my choosing.

I'm definitely going to die alone. No ifs ands or buts about it.

Originally Posted by Matthew Rapley

Nothing wrong with dieing alone, I'd rather do it that way than die with people watching me.
Hopefully my death will be at a time of my choosing.

You talking suicide? I was thinking of commitibg suicide, not sure though. I mean I'm only 18 so I feel like I can change somebody's life for the better good.. But I'm not sure if livin g every single day is worth it. I'm not talking about dying alone the moment you die btw.. I guess I meant to say I'm afraid of living alone until the day I die.

Originally Posted by Carne Seca

I'm definitely going to die alone. No ifs ands or buts about it.

Awww but carne.. that's sad brother. As one human to another human, we both share the same emotions since we're human, I love you .

come on heph... u smarter than that to even consider ending your life there bud...

dont buy into the "relationship" propaganda thats out there like on lifetime and hallmark channel and other "shit"...

its all a load of dook... and for that matter EVERY single one of your ancestors WON...

not one of them failed to procreate... and here you are the INCREDIBLE and astounding FACT that over millions and millions of years... here you are today one of the few biological organisms that get to experience this thing called "life"...

so you can either choose to dwell on the millions of years of "evolutionary traits of what is now flowing through your chemical body" i.e. (the need to procreate...

or you can go out and "get it done" if you know what i mean...

and heck even if you do "die alone"... you will have at least done what all of your ancestors have done and continued our existence here on this planet for at least one more generation... that in itself should be plenty satisfying... and who knows you may not ever have to die alone in that case either...