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Reply With Quotei think everybody thinks that at least twice or five times
i guess it boils down to your version of alone
Originally Posted by Hepheastus420
dude you need to lay off the shrooms for a bit it makes some people paranoid & self loathing . I stopped taking psychedelics when every time i looked into a mirror all my skeletons would fly out, even things i had already overcome. Find a hobby you enjoy and keep at it in time you will come across people with the same interest and new friends will be made. If someone is making you feel bad just ignore it. I have fucked up before & at the end of the day im still here. You don't need weed or drugs to be happy they can make free time more enjoyable but it shouldn't be your source of happiness. Taking pride in all the small thing you do is a good way to get out of this kind of slump. Try to paint or learn new skills and be happy with your attempts even if its not the best. Just tell your self that you are now better then when you started.
Be happy and you will meet other happy people. When surrounded with happiness it will only grow in yourself. Unfortunately the same thing happens in reverse if you surround yourself with people who hate life.
Last edited by RyanTheRhino; 05-19-2012 at 10:28 PM.
Ryan's Chocolate Tree Grow
"Alexander saw the breadth of his domain, and wept for there were no more worlds to conquer."
i think everybody thinks that at least twice or five times
i guess it boils down to your version of alone
Depends on what alone means to you and why its important. Some people go off the grid to be alone the rest of their life. If you die doing what you enjoy does it really matter what the meaning of a single word is.
When I am alone with free time I end up hyper focused on random things. I research the shit out of it until i know it, do it, accomplish it & then move on to the next thing that wanders across my path. But i guess you mean socially
Last edited by RyanTheRhino; 05-19-2012 at 10:40 PM.
Ryan's Chocolate Tree Grow
"Alexander saw the breadth of his domain, and wept for there were no more worlds to conquer."
dont do it man. some people say life is a game but its more of a turn, in the end u either freeze or you burn, only 1 chance to live and learn.
Last edited by 420greendream; 05-19-2012 at 10:41 PM.
think of the positive things in life. if you feel you need to change every few hours self reflect on how you are acting and adjust accordingly. no one is perfect and we're all dicks at times.
Want to tell someone they should do a search on the site/research more while you dont bother to address the question or provide links? please remember this-
"some people learn better through interaction and discussion than studying on their own, like kids who do better in school with a tutor to interact and discuss what they are trying to learn. we dont all learn the same way."
and then hit the back button.
Thank you.
Can't we all just get a bong?
True that.. I know my life is amazing and I'm greatful for my ancestors so I've been trying to appreciate it.. but god dammit I look to the left and there's nobody there.. I look to the right and what do you know? there's a giant rabbit.. nah jk there's nobody there. But dude, "get it done" is probably the best advice you could give me.. I really want a little heph running around so that I can show him/her the beauty of life. A kid would give my life so much meaning. But shit bro I'm only 18 and financialy in a hold, I don't love any girl enough for her to be the mother of my kid. Dude I'm weird, what kind of 18 year old wants a kid? lol. I don't wanna fail my ancestors ha. I guess I should try out a few ms.hephs.. but all the girls of my generation are just a bunch of sluts.. like seriously, I can't find a decent girl. I'm tired of hoes trying to get into your pants.. There has to be a girl that hasn't slept with all my friends ha.dont buy into the "relationship" propaganda thats out there like on lifetime and hallmark channel and other "shit"...
its all a load of dook... and for that matter EVERY single one of your ancestors WON...
not one of them failed to procreate... and here you are the INCREDIBLE and astounding FACT that over millions and millions of years... here you are today one of the few biological organisms that get to experience this thing called "life"...
so you can either choose to dwell on the millions of years of "evolutionary traits of what is now flowing through your chemical body" i.e. (the need to procreate...
or you can go out and "get it done" if you know what i mean...
and heck even if you do "die alone"... you will have at least done what all of your ancestors have done and continued our existence here on this planet for at least one more generation... that in itself should be plenty satisfying... and who knows you may not ever have to die alone in that case either...
Thanks ancestors.
Well take that as a sign you like nurturing things. Go out and lanscape your yard and grow vegtables. Watch it flourish and know its because you are caring for it. Plus it will raise the value of your household
Ryan's Chocolate Tree Grow
"Alexander saw the breadth of his domain, and wept for there were no more worlds to conquer."
Not even socially though.. well kinda socially. But I just feel alone and like a small spec in a giant dark world (not trying to sound emo).. kinda like this guy Trial6.jpg. I'm really bored with everything even my once loved hobbies. Don't you ever feel like ol rag doll there? Hmmm I guess I do have my dog. He won't leave me ha.
LOL I don't need to be talked down bud. This isn't a suicide thread. I'm just being honest with you guys. The thought of suicidal thouoghts has passed my mind billions of times. I hate it, I try not to dwell on them but it's kinda hard.
Dude I have had that thought before too so i know what you are talking about. I dont know if it was because i got stabbed or that i changed my lifestyle since i did them at the same time,but ever since then i have never been happier. What i used to call alone is now peaceful solitude.LOL I don't need to be talked down bud
Ryan's Chocolate Tree Grow
"Alexander saw the breadth of his domain, and wept for there were no more worlds to conquer."
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