Dying alone..

There are so many things I could say after reading the first post all the way up to this post before mine, like how everything will be ok if you just hang in there, or I could write about personal stories of how I've dealt with losing family and friends, or I could speak of personal demons I've battled, but what I cant do is see the world through your eyes Hepheastus420, but what I CAN SAY is, as close as I've come to the edge, the one thing that always brings me back, and I know this might sound strange and even a little crazy but, at my lowest point when there is no doubt in my mind that it cant get any worse, for some reason this pops in my head ( I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS NEXT, FOR BETTER OR WORSE )

Now i don't know if that helps you, but for me at the end of the day when it come down to it, I know when I leave this earth I can say for better or worse it's been one hell of a ride, and I didn't miss a second of it.

Originally Posted by cannabineer

Only if you have family that cares and friends who stayed. cn

Neer, when you die you better tell me. I'll fly out there and bring a stone to carve some of your wise quotes on it.


I know.

i used to feel alone all the time. i was surrounded by people and so called friends but for some reason i never felt like i meshed with them. im just an odd sock. i dont understand the way society works and i never managed to make any long lasting bonds.

i removed myself from everything and became a true loner. i learned more about who i was and realised how much of my life i wasted trying to fit into society and faking through life. i have never been happier i focus on the things i have always wanted to do and i no longer worry about what other people might think. i dont have to make compromises with other people i just do what i want. and the best part. after i found myself and got to know who i was and what i was all about i met a beautiful girl who wanted to get to know me for who i was and now we live happily ever after.

society is broken. bin it and move on.