Im hoping some people can give me their take on this.

Around 1-2 years ago I looked a lot of things up and learned things, really mind blowing/crazy things. I learned and felt things that most people wont in their entire lives. I had a lot of experiences during this time that are supernatural or there is no rational explanation for them.

The topics included aliens, dimensions, religion, different realities, holographic universe, the spirit/soul realm, DMT realm, psychedelic trips and where they take you, government conspiracy, all types of conspiracies, underground bases, ghosts, time travel, space, illuminati, meditation, atlantis etc you know everything like that. I was amazed because many of the things I learned not only added up but were very true. I was very interested in this and drawn to this, but I noticed my life and mental health really go downhill.

I believe I opened my third eye and this new world was very cold. I could see through everything and enjoy nothing, I was alone in this world, but even when I was alone I was never truly alone. The average person sees a commercial and doesnt think about it much, I saw the same commercial and saw past it how it was advertising and subliminal messages, I saw who the money was going to and how they were tricking us and keeping us dumb, etc. I found it impossible to go back and do the same simple things I used to, I saw past all of them. I started getting scared, paranoid.

Anyways I stopped going on that stuff months ago, and it seems like little by little Im starting to improve and go back to my old self. Im not as paranoid anymore, I can enjoy things again. So Im just really confused. I thought the truth was good and we were supposed to search for it, but when I did I found it but it wasnt exactly all good. Its real hard trying to go about your life normally when you know what I did. Now its like Im Neo in the matrix, when I know Im in the matrix, but trying to go about life normally because the truth is too hard to take and this is more enjoyable. IDK what to do, but there has to be some people out there who can relate.

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I can relate to you in pretty much everything you said and what I learned is when you have all this knowledge you're mind gets overwhelmed, the truth hurts,

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Have you ever heard the famous line..."You Can't Handle The Truth!" ? This phrase is very revealing if you look close.

That which doesn't kill ya will only make you stronger!

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SideWazeDaze!!!!!

Lol, funny post..

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I can somewhat relate. I know there are ghosts and other dimensions (I've seen them). I know that the God Christians and Catholics rant and rave about is just an idea to keep order. The church was created to build order in the world, you know, and they've taken many ideals from Paganism and made them their own. Many people don't know this, which irks me, but that's another topic all together. Heh.

Anyway, I'm Pagan, and I can tell you that we all have the ability to see the truth. But, as someone already mentioned, sometimes you really don't want to know everything, or you shouldn't know everything. I, personally, don't want to know everything. Oh, I would love to know for certain where we humans come from, how the earth was made, and all that jazz, but do I really? The more I think about it, the more I'd rather stick to dealing with ghosts/entities and the dimensions they come from. I don't think my mind could handle the entire truth. That's something I'll save for when my spirit moves on to the next plane of existence. After all, that's when we're truly supposed to learn everything. It's why we have past-lives...

My suggestion would be to train your third eye slowly. Don't try and see everything all at once. Start with the spirit world and work your way up. You'll be less likely to feel as though your mental health is failing. Also, remember that most of the world still doesn't believe in the supernatural and everything else you mentioned. People who are brainwashed by normal society will look at we who are open to the truth as though we belong in a nuthouse.

There is a big change coming, and once it comes, the world and those brainwashed by mainstream religions will have a major wake-up call. 2012 is just around the corner, after all...

I just watched a documentary last night called other worlds. It'd about a guy who is interested in shaman and the rites rituals ceremonies plants and all that jazz. Is is warned by the elders just like some of you have said. He ends up being schizophrenic and goes back and gets healed from the very same shaman. Crazy visions and the spiritual death with shaman leaders or spirit guides very cool doc. I've seen a few of these types and it seem very hard for science to do a proper job because most researchers end up being involved personally spiritually etc.

Again it's called Other Worlds I watch alot off this site. sprword.com

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SideWazeDaze!!!!!

I love those types of documentaries. They make people think. I also like Ghost Adventures on the Travel Channel and Ghost Hunters on Syfy. LOL. And yes, I have to agree that it is very hard to prove that the supernatural exists because of the researchers getting personally and spiritually involved. Really, what needs to happen is they need to get a complete skeptic or someone who is impartial to do the research. This way, if something strange happens, people will know it wasn't something in the researcher's head or whatever. Does that make sense? LOL.

On another note, I personally see and feel (mostly feel) things when I'm high. I can get vibes and whatnot when I'm sober, but MJ relaxes me to the point where I end up (not all of the time, mind you) seeing and feeling things even more. That's why a lot of shamans will use peyote, mushrooms, marijuana, etc. because it opens their minds up more, allowing them to do their jobs.

Now, some people might think I'm just schizo or something, but I can assure you all I'm not. It's not like I hear voices or see hallucinations every day of the week. Things will just come to me at times. Like an epiphany, of sorts. And I can usually tell if a person will help or harm me upon first meeting them. Vibes. Heh.

have you ever happened to reed the custodians or the convulated universe by delorious cannon or behold a pale horse by william cooper or the cosmic code (cant remember author dont feel like going upstairs) best books ive ever read

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I really wish i could relate to what you guys are saying. I am now very interested and feel really inspired.