i turn 41 tomorrow. i just started a new job about a month ago. my boss is 21. i just don't have that kind of energy anymore. what now? i been in heavy labor type work all my life. i just don't have the strength. i want to do it. i grab it to heave it up and i just don't have to hhmmmff anymore. i'm not a weak man, just a little worn out. maybe home depot will hire me part-time. i don't need much to get by on. wish i could make money just being myself.

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Don't worry ill send you a care package every week, I say you go for one big marijuana grow and sell it all, say $200,000 worth? That should keep ya steady, watch browndirtwarrior's vid

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brown dirt warrior is the shit. i know he does work for GWAR.

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You should just start that band and garden.....lol
Have you ever thought of going to school and learning something that interests you? It's never too late for more education and structure

Oh and Happy B-Day, it's after midnight here.

yeah, maybe online. i'm REALLY tired.

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Yes, he gives me inspiration, he lives in the same province as me i bet somewhere close...

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i'm in a place where there is always something that needs to be done here. i am the man of the house. a plot of three homes with three women and a child. once i went back to work it all just stopped. i can't do anything. i get home at 5 and water my garden, eat, do a little rollitup and i'm done. my boat is dusty and overgrown with weeds. my son is 12 and ready to become a young man. mid-life crisis coming soon to a fdd near you. lol

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hahaha, ya i say you teach your young man in the ways of the grower, he can take over for you so you can have pot way into retirement, i knew you were a player but dam, three women? I thought palygamy was illegal...

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Fdd your not breaking down on me now!

Your ready for a Mid-life crisis well urs is this.

Your going to get in your old weed filed boat, drive over here ( lol you got my address) joine in on my band, rock it on stage and make big bucks on stage. And if you want fast bucks no labor for ya you can work at a local game stop and make 20 an hour all u do is sit on ur ass, smoke in the backroom and play games,