I used to love smoking weed, i used to fiend it and it used to be a very social thing for me.. to smoke weed with my friends and a bunch of people... but couple years ago i got really depressed and was smoking weed while i was depressed. So i was just hanging out at home by myself depressed smoking weed alone. and it made me really paranoid and have bad anxiety. Especially when i did it with other people.. so i stopped for like 1 year. cuz i hated the high so much

when i came out of depression i thought, i should be ok to smoke weed again, seeing how i was back to normal... but i was wrong.. when i smoke it. even alone i get really paranoid and get anxiety.. feeling like everyone is judging me and thinking about every little thing... instead of just chilling out like i did when i first started smoking...

it fucking sucks, cuz all my buddies still smoke, and i want to. not cuz they do.. cuz i want to.. but i cant cuz i get so anti-social when im high.

sorry for rant. but was woundering if anyone had the same problem??? advice??

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Yep. Had to stop smoking when I hit about 24/25. The paranoia and anxiety was driving me crazy.

If you don't need it, don't use it... save lots of money...
Have you tried a 100% Sativa? or a 100% Indica?
Maybe one of these types is best for you...

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you have the same problem?> it sucks...

not really.. havent tried or noticed.. but i live in a small town... not alot of people grow weed that they know the % of sativa or indica..... we just get run of the mill hay hydro here.. rarely get a brand name weed like lemon haze or bubbelicious... if we do the prices are fuckign insane... and if i smoked it id go into a coma lol.

anyways.. fuck... i think the depression really fucked with my head... but i really am over it... this sucks.. anyways... thanks guys

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I know for me, it all depends on what mood I am in.

If I am sad then weed will make me more sad, if I am happy then it will make me more happy. It all depends on my mood and I choose to smoke only good, high quality marijuana.

Low grade shit sucks and makes me feel like shit but High grade herb will make me feel great.

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depends on the weed for me personally but it also depends on the people ur with some people jus make u feel judged or wutever. i used to feel that way all the time when i was younger in middle school and high school felt like an idiot for being stoned after acouple nice hoots but than i realized the guys i was smokin with were fucking asshole douce bags so i ditched them and dnt rilly give a fuck if i stutter when im stoned or jus stare into outter space or say funny things lol wheres my bong...........

fuckin word man... i have smoke with assholes before... but the friends i have now are chill.. but i still get the anxiety... the funny thing is i. exchange marijuana for.....well. i dont wanna say it online... but i dont smoke it... i love the smell, i love growing it. i love touching it. i love the look of it. i fucking admire it.... but i cant smoke it..... kidna like a real woman. lol....

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Same here pretty much... I've found that I can only smoke a tiny amount, then I feel alright - more than that, and it's not fun.
For me it was a few bad trips from acid and speed years ago - it's like that panicky feeling got imprinted on my brain, and can be re-triggered too easily.

man your just getting absolutely baked when you do smoke. Instead of smoking of an entire bowl or four hits, just take one good rip and step outside

you just need to get back into the smokin rhythm. This happens to anyone i talk to that stops for a lil while, they smoke again for the first time and get absolutely balls to the f&*n wall baked and don't enjoy themselves because they are smokin with people that smoke all the time.


Its all about tolerance

lol.. a wise man once told me when i was trippin out.. "there is nothing to be paranoid about" and when i thought about it, he was right.. i was just over thinking everything and looking too much into the "what if" if you just chill and realize that you are going to feel some sort of paranoia know its the weed lol.

But i did have a time where i couldnt smoke more than 1 hit.. or else i would get too high and start thinking the weed was laced.. even though my buddy grew it.. i would think "maybe he laced it to get me hooked so i will only buy from him!" and all this shit.. well i still get paranoid about my weed being laced sometimes.. idk why.. but when i get a different high, it kind of scares me because i dont know what to expect and i dont know if the new high is all from the weed.. or another drug. i have only smoked weed and nothing else so idk what any other drugs would feel like. at some moments i feel like i will pass out because my heart rate is so high and i feel like im not breathing enough to keep my heart satisfied.. i then get up and start jumping around trying to get some blood flowing. and that is what helps the most. getting my blood pumping really helps my breathing which then helps my paranoia which gets rid of all the bad thoughts. problem solved for me haha..

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