I fucked up. Lost the only thing that meant anything. Because of my own imperfections.

Yeah, well. That'll happen.

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You certainly couldn't be talking about your mind!

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well, I guess this is what i get for being an argumentative "prick".

there are more, visit craigs list, or the bar...... just dont pay for it

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Not really a bar person.
Not really sure what "craigs list" is

this will be my first night without her in a long time

Is that how you are at home? or is that just how your partner felt... I can be argumentative at times but I doubt my lady minds.

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I guess I just dont know how to handle situations properly.
I think I could have saved "us". But i was just so fed up with feeling low. I am far from perfect, and I will admit that, but I guess it just wasn't good enough.

and being drunk never helps. fuck

Give it time... Sometimes I have a difficult time initially seeing things from the other persons point of view, and get pretty... we'll say "difficult" but I usually get over whatever is bothering me after about 15 or 20 minutes... the only problem is that there's no telling what I might say to you before I "get over it"

It's not good for the relationship... you should see a therapist and talk about things... there's probably a lot of shit going on to stress you out that you don't even realize... perhaps your partner will see your desire to improve yourself and realize that even though you're not perfect, you're trying.

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