hi, i'm josh
goin through some rough bumps in life, kinda always have. but, it is these very bumps that have led to some very different thinking.

From childhood we question authority (argue with the structure offered by our parents). It is our duty to question these small rules and, consequently, discover the outcome.

This natural thought process should occur in our sub-conscience. so, it begs the question why do we grow pot, knowing full well some of the consequnces of our actions. there is the obvious answer, financial gain. Which is where most of the schwagg and commercial stuff comes from. Then you have the world class strains. The stuff dreams are made of. It is my theory that the men and women that grow these plants are not in it for the money so much as they are seeking something missing from there own lives.

I'm just getting started on my grow, i have built the box, supplies on order, some clones of hashplant lined up, should be good. The reasons why i wanna start are many. the financial gain is small, and just a bonus.

My childhood lacked structure, discipline,order. as such I have found it difficult fitting to rules of the society that has failed me and stole my childhood(being native american didn't help). I believe that if my parents had been given some oppotunities as opposed to being restricted to reserves and residential schools, or subject to racism and unacceptability. That they could have flourished and become successful. Instead, they struggle for survival, one a alcoholic, the other a recovering drug addict.

Now I have to find a way to make sense of all this. and I have found something that remains true in the face of alll this, marijuana.

To be continued...

good luck. i have a very good friend who is native and it is not easy for you who were here first.

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I grow so I don't have to go to dealers anymore. Always hunting down some one to buy from. Not knowing what kind of bud you'll end up with. Life is smooth now that I have a stash and plants in the growroom. Its a fun hobby.

I grow so I can do what I want! Not constrained by the "rules" of society I can just enjoy my life and not worry about the small stuff. Is that not what this country was originally founded on? Life Liberty and The Pursuit of Happiness
Not Money Vanity Violence

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A garden of gratitude must first be cultivated in a mans soul before any seed will grow for him.Hydro Q's
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We grow because we are self sufficient. We are free human beings with rational minds and infinite possibilities. We grow as a way to say FUCK THE GOVERNMENT. But mostly because we love to get high for free.

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"It is not necessary to change. Survival is not mandatory."
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Well said BOB I like the fact that we can STICK IT to the man and still smoke better bud that the street can provide......

for inner enlightenment, no pun intended

wtf??????????

the journey from someone who has never grown anything to a grower of high quality meds is a profound one, specially if you are doing it indoors where you create the whole environment. you become mother nature and its no longer about you being the center of things now you have these dependents and in order to get the desired results you must go through quite a learning and maturing process.

Wow you should be a psychologist lol, it seems you would be good at it.

I going to grow, just because it helps with nausea but also i have so many great memories with my friends being high and i cant wait to have more. So i grow for friendship ha.