like I have just been hitting a nitrous balloon? I mean, I'm sitting there eyes closed, just counting my breaths trying to relax and it just keeps on feeling that way if not get stronger. This afternoon was an especially heavy feeling, could it possibly have been because I got high a few hours before and was still a little bit dazed(not much though)? Once I start noticing it, I think that maybe its because I might have my eye balls looking up but when I try to check I can't figure if my eyes are looking up or straight forward(because my eye lids are closed) but I'm pretty sure they're straight forward.

I haven't had a meditation session that lasted any longer than 20-25 minutes, I'm just starting, but whats up with that feeling that I'm having?! any ideas?!

I recommend the Energy-Control Meditation Technique:

ECMT

its cuz you're getting high on life.

breath it in, yeah breath that life in.

mmmmmhhhmmmm, that's some good shit.

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just stay with the object of meditation. try not to get distracted.

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yea man thats some good shit huh. iv been meditating for about 2 months now. Its your chi(life energy) that you release, the longer the meditation, the stronger release and flow through your body. Its the ultimate high, and its strong as fuck when im high. Let me put it this way, its like a old rusty hose(if it were metal?lol) that gets used, the longer its used, the stronger the flow. But when im high i can just go straight to the fosset and turn it on, the shit's intense. The main release spot is deep in the pevlis. Qigong is the art that strengthens and cultivates that chi. Look into it!

just focus on breathing deep in your stomach, as you exhale, try imagine a pushing down in the stomach, but the first thing you have to do is relax every muscle and sit with good posture. hope it helps, and the more you meditate, the stronger and quicker and you feel it.

I always try to sit upright in good posture but it seems like after a short while, I realize that I'm slouching.

Try to meditate sober, you will reach a block if you don't. I like to call what you are experiencing "expansion" for me it has to do with the dropping of the idea of "self" that occurs during meditation. Continue with your practice, don't try to figure it out or think about it. The answer will come to you suddenly, expansion followed by explosive collapse and return to my center is how I would describe my experience. Most people who continue past the point you are talking about become afraid and stop. It is like being on the edge of a cliff and leaning over, you either get scared or you jump.

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I normally do do sober, and I think I learned yesterday that I liked it more sober, I really felt like I wasn't in the right state of mind to really calm all my thoughts and focus.

Hahaha! LMAO that is funny "calm your thoughts". Your mind is like a lost puppy bro trust me!

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