Stigma is a terrible thing.
The best among us, without question, live a conservative lifestyle, whether they know it/accept it, or not. Excess is human. The difference between conservatives and liberals is this; all of us make mistakes, don't try as hard as we can, don't live up to our own expectations. Conservatives find fault in themselves, ie. "I fucked up" "I should have tried harder" "Next time I'll do it better". Liberals find fault with others, ie. "It wasn't me", "I didn't care about it anyway", "It wasn't even fair." Excuses, made for both ones self and for others, is the hallmark of liberalism. Responsibility, expected of ones self, the hallmark of conservatives.
To say your both liberal and conservative is like saying, I'm ignorant, yet knowledgeable. It doesn't work that way.