I try to be strong

cuz the real world requires it



but inside, i'm lonely


especially when I see young moms with kids. i'm 28 years old and had one girl i'd consider a girlfriend when I was 17...6 month relationship

seeing women act sweet with kids makes me think about having kids, having her, having our own place. instinct just screams at me lately that THAT is what it's about


the other day in fort Collins CO, i'm driving down the street and a girl darts out in the road. I just happened to be in a rambunctious mood and the girl that got in my car I think was a hooker. Very abused, subservient and apologetic, etc. I fondled her ass for a while (we massaged each other, I massaged ALL of her except internally)





but afterward I felt lonely. perhaps even more lonely than when I first encountered her


after I rub one out sure, I don't think about any of this

but at the beginning of the night when I go out, what's on my mind is being nestled up in some girl's hair...talking crazy dumb stuff to make her laugh, etc. wanting to get to know someone who's real into me, as into me as i'm into her, and feeling intimately explicit on a pre-foreplay level leading into it...


i'm saying I want to get to know her better than she knows herself and FEEL that


*sigh*


goodnight

so what your saying is that you haven't had sex in 11 years?

Yes, OP, those are great experiences. I've had maybe 8 serious relationships, two of which evolved into marriage. I'm single now, which I prefer, but I love all of the memories from those experiences. What are you doing to meet women? There are a lot of them, there's bound to be a few of them out there for you...

tyler.durden said:

Yes, OP, those are great experiences. I've had maybe 8 serious relationships, two of which turned into marriage. I'm single now, which I prefer, but I love all of the memories from those experiences. What are you doing to meet women? There are a lot of them, there's bound to be a few of them out there for you...

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Before you go any further, I think OP is the degenerate piece of human waste who threatened to daterape Sunni. Oil field worker who used to be on here under a different name...

Yeah, a real class act...

Hit me. Deep. You faggots.

Metasynth said:

Before you go any further, I think OP is the degenerate piece of human waste who threatened to daterape Sunni. Oil field worker who used to be on here under a different name...

Yeah, a real class act...

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Yikes! I hope that isn't the case. Is it, OP???

I dunno if this is him, but from some other threads, it might be?

Pinworm said:

He's admitted that he is Budsmoker. The same piece of shit that was banned for threatening to rape female RIU members, the same piece of shit that brags about making hundreds of thousands of dollars a year (but actually lives in a car). Just a plain all around real piece of shit.

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Well, no WONDER he's having girl trouble...

Yeah, that's right. It was that prick Budsmoker. This is a puppet account, luckily!!

Otherwise it'd be sad to find out that there are other socially inept specimens like him.

I'm beginning to think that girl in his story didn't get in his car voluntarily, and perhaps never made it out...

Seriously, when you analyze the situation, it becomes quite clear that this guy is just a sad disturbed individual.

He swears up and down that he has a good family life, and his parents welcome him home...

...yet he expresses anger issues towards women, picks up hookers and manhandles them, and if we believe what he tells us, he would prefer to live a drifting nomadic lifestyle, life struggling from paycheck to paycheck, living in his car and motels when he can afford to ; as opposed to moving back home long enough to just find steady work and use that as a platform to begin an actual, sedentary life...

Some deep abuse was had as a child, whether witnessed first hand, or a victim thereof...Whether it be as simple as sexual, physical abuse suffered by himself or a close loved one, or a more subtle mental abuse of neglect, or suffered living with an addict, or drug abusing parent or relative.

































































































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.................He's just a fucked up

Damn that is a terrifying read. I'm guessing OP mutilates small animals too.

Earlier when I read op post I thought " there is something wrong with this dude."

mr lovah said:

yes I have a stable residence in fort Collins Colorado since late last month

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lol that's livin

mr lovah said:

what the fuck are your life credentials? yes ive made hundreds of thousands of dollars a year. yes im a laid off oil field worker. yes I have a stable residence in fort Collins Colorado since late last month

hate on you piece of negative shit. funny how chumps like u wouldn't dare to speak that way to me in person

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You wanna bet, sunshine?

It was many and many a year ago,
In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
By the name of Annabel Lee;
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
Than to love and be loved by me.

I was a child and she was a child,
In this kingdom by the sea,
But we loved with a love that was more than love—
I and my Annabel Lee—
With a love that the wingèd seraphs of Heaven
Coveted her and me.

And this was the reason that, long ago,
In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
My beautiful Annabel Lee;
So that her highborn kinsmen came
And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulchre
In this kingdom by the sea.

The angels, not half so happy in Heaven,
Went envying her and me—
Yes!—that was the reason (as all men know,
In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of the cloud by night,
Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.

But our love it was stronger by far than the love
Of those who were older than we—
Of many far wiser than we—
And neither the angels in Heaven above
Nor the demons down under the sea
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;

For the moon never beams, without bringing me dreams
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise, but I feel the bright eyes
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling—my darling—my life and my bride,
In her sepulchre there by the sea—
In her tomb by the sounding sea.

Am I the only one who thinks that this goof might be a wonderfully awful sock puppet?

The same things that make me feel that he is a sock puppet - too many details and a single-minded purpose - would make him extremely disturbing if he is not.

I guess the sign of a really good sock puppet is getting me to want to kick his ass in a profound and systematic way.

And here is a poem fir the OP I made *clears throat*

Yes the beaten and strangled corspe of the hore with my seamen in all her pores

The poor hore whom ass was grabbed beaten and gashed

While on hash I jerk to the way thrashed and grasped and said no more

SHE who only wanted 3.65 to buy some smokes from the store

Now is just a fadded erotic memory

And a cunt whom is stinking up my trunk


I wrote that love poem for my mom <3

Lol jk @the op get a fleshlight bruh and quit whining

And if your fat or think your unattractive then quit m8

Just chill the bill and go after some split tail


Hell it ain't easy

But you cant be alone for ever

Unclebaldrick said:

Am I the only one who thinks that this goof might be a wonderfully awful sock puppet?

The same things that make me feel that he is a sock puppet - too many details and a single-minded purpose - would make him extremely disturbing if he is not.

I guess the sign of a really good sock puppet is getting me to want to kick his ass in a profound and systematic way.

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Who? Lol the op or me xD