Sad Stoner... :(

madcow · #1 07-12-2007, 07:06 PM

well I moved away from the city and now live in the middle of nowhere.I found two stoner's but they never have any weed or $$ to buy weed,and when I bought some...let's just say it was shady I paid $20 and got 6 very small pre-rolled joints.It was about a gram,mind you the weed was good I think I got ripped off big time and won't ever be buying weed through them again.I don't know anyone else out here even to ask,so I'm pretty much quitting cold turkey.I have been scrapping my pipe to get a buzz,something I never do!Because rezz is bad for your lungs!!! I planted three of my biggest, blackest,best looking bag seeds,so far there two months old the two big ones are females the little one has not shown any signs of sex yet..(pics coming soon I hope)but thats going to be a long ass wait for some bud.so I find myself depressed and for the first time in my life realizing I'm addicted to weed,not a go kill your grandmother for crack money addiction just an emotional, physiological addiction that fucks with me in the back of my mind.It's not a good feeling,and i wonder if it's normal?will it go away?has anyone else felt this way?Am i ok?wow maybe I need some help or maybe I just need a big fat joint to puff back,I really don't know.so I guess time will tell....god i can't wait for those girls to bud out!!I'm going nuts.lol.....fuck I'm crazy!so someone reply to this so I'll have some thing to do in the evening other than wait for my buds!and wish I was stoned as a mother fucker.

Anita_bonghit · #2 07-13-2007, 02:59 AM

hey, i know the feeling, i recently moved and all the smokers i know can never come thru with a decent amount to buy so im growing my own... its been very rewarding (just smoked my first lot of home grown weed last week) it just feels so much better growing my own, i dont feel like a criminal going to buy off some dealer, its just great, i look forward to being grower for many years. goodluck

o2hustla · #3 07-13-2007, 04:29 AM

i think that all of us has felt that way at some point, i know a few people that smoke but they never come up with the goods. its always a struggle to get some weed thats why i started to grow my own, mainly so im not relying on someone else and i can always have a good supply of my favourite pastime. i hope you get a good crop madcow and continue to grow. goodluck.

o2

vburton517 · #4 07-13-2007, 05:02 AM

I agree w/everyone who wrote a comment, We've all felt like that one time or another, or just plain fustrated having to purchase... It will feel like a weight has been lifted once you harvest! Patience, really does pay off in the cultivation area. Nothing like having your own.

madcow · #5 07-13-2007, 08:21 AM

thanks a lot guys!ill try to get some pics today.I only have a cell phone camera for now,but I'll try to get some good pics.

kylej608 · #6 07-13-2007, 08:40 AM

cant wait to see the pics, sounds kinda like my story good luck! =]

madcow · #7 07-14-2007, 07:38 AM

I attempted to put some pics up but could not figure out how to make them small enough ill try again later. i have to go to work for a few hrs.but I'll be back on after that.