Dear Marijuana, I am dying. Please Help me!

Originally Posted by FatMarty

Best of Luck to you BelleIsle and I will be following along as well.
I can attest to the theraputic value of gardening.
If you don't overthink it - it's a lot like fishing.

Love that analogy. How hard would it be to have replica colas mounted on a plaque like a keeper fish. I want a wall of mounts in my office. That would be too cool.
(I just know it would be expensive and I would catch someone trying to smoke it)

Have you had any luck findin a good strain for her? The seed depot has the CBD crew (?) and Chimera and other Elites a really Diggin into this desease. Some of us trolls are really searchin for CBD/CBN strains. DJ's blueberry,and chocolope seem to the highest commercial bud??

Goodluck
Hip

Originally Posted by welshsmoker

calm down and have a big one, we are here to help. hope all goes well. welsh

Originally Posted by KI11TH3W3AK

I hope this amazing plant helps you! God Bless and keep strong you can do it!

thank you very much!

Originally Posted by st0wandgrow

I hope everything works out well for you! I will be following along as you go, so don't hesitate to ask for help!

Hi Stowandgrow
gladstoned told me u could help and I found a Jilly bean in my flower room thought I had all males so I'm gonna try taking clones from a budding plant will post it to u lights r out now. Thank you!

Originally Posted by fattiemcnuggins

I can relate to the depression, I hope that even the cultivation is as therapeutic for you as it is for me. The end product helps even more. Wishing the best of luck!

Yes it is therapeutic for me although I struggle at times to work the garden. Thanks for your wishes!

I'm so sick I don't know if it's too late. I don't doubt what medical marijuana can do just whether or not it has a chance to work for me but I am not giving up I'm trying all that much harder I also have never done grow journals and I am a very private person and I feel I can benefit from others as they may benefit from me as well that is why I chose to do this journal.

Thank you I have one female of that strain that made it!

Bellelsle: I have a recommendation for you. I have heard of others with your condition swear by the use of PhoenixTears otherwise know as Rick Simpson Oil. I recommend using only indoor grown premium buds in making the oil. I also recommend that you give at least 8 weeks to become accustomed to the oil should you choose to try it. One of my patients swears that the oil has given him the best mental relief compared to the pharms that the doctors recommend and prescribe. It took about 8 weeks before the real relief started (when he became comfortable using the oil three times per day). It took about 6 weeks for him to build up a tolerance to be able to exceed a dose larger than the size of a grain of rice. I have personally witnessed the oil, when made correctly, help a patient with hodgkins lymphoma, effectively fight the disease. He gained back his appetite and weight, became mentally healthier, and a majority of the lumps have disappeared. It prevented him from spending last Thanksgiving and Christmas in the hospital hooked up to tubes. (Every year for the last 5 or 6 he has been in the hospital during the winter). It is unknown at this time if he has been cured, but it has made a noticeable difference in his health.

If you have not already seen this, it is worth it. Shona Banda suffers from the same disease, she wrote a book about it and how oil from medical marijuana has helped tremendously. Here is one video where she talks about it:




I also have some questions.

My questions are: Why does crones cause the weight loss? Is is from consistent diarrhea? Consistent vomiting? The inability to eat due to the pain in your abdomen? I am very curious and would appreciate your input.

May God bless you during this journey. I wish you only the best in achieving your goal to better health.

If you have any questions for me, feel free to ask. PM me if you wish.