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I try to meditate, have had trouble concentrating. Not doin any yoga anymore either. I just wanna get done with the house and either move or get the house to how we wanted it when we bought it. I have been real lucky, but my disability was not so bad that i had to stop working. Fifteen years or so of morphine and chaos until I just couldn't antmore. Then another five years of no income after having a great union
job most of my adult life. Two kids 12 and10, my oldest son fell and suffered a TBI at 18mos. Scared the shit rite out of us but he is ok. I still have PTSD flashbacks! lol? It is better now. Then when wwe moved here my crazy neighbor passed out fliers in this new town stating in error that I was a convicted pedifile, hiding out in "our neighborhood." I had to sue. Bitch. I won. It was on national news and everything. That truly sucked butt! It took a toll never the less, and I sunk ino a funk. I am doin a lot better now.
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