a dog named chico
Teaching How To Roll
Mr. Ganja

Originally Posted by Puffer Fish

Waking Life ...



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This was an eye opener...i had never seen this before but it speaks to me...the real me.

Thanks Puffer

My mind is actually calm today...still worrying, but calm. I took the time to leave it behind and drove...I drove along the coast and watched the water..i lit a spliff a hour in and pulled over at a road side park, I ran through the woods until i couldn't feel my legs anymore, surrounded by nature and pure vibes i screamed at the top of my lungs. the roar echoed off the trees and the animals responded with their own war cry's...it was beauty. After making my way to the beach i sat on a downed tree

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I still feel depressed, nothing will ever change that i fear...I submitted two new job applications today but am not optimistic about the outcome....there are too many people with more expirance. At home we trade unsure smiles, as to say thing are getting better...i can tell by her eyes she thinks it is bull shit...i cant blame her, at times i do too. She is working out he demons....time will heals the wounds darling, she wants answers that i cannot provide...I want peace for her, but cannot obtain

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Originally Posted by a dog named chico

the lowest part of my life. all i can do now is sit back and think about how everything go so fucked up in the first place. It SUCKS, it pulls me down into the blackness inside my mind, tortures me with words and flashes of situations i cannot control or change. I feel worthless and undeserving of what little life i have..i am running two lives with the power of half a person and am wearing thin. My body is weak and getting weaker as the days go on, my mind is jelly. Stuck between two worlds

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