I ran away from you... i ran so far away I never thought i'd think of you... I put so many miles between your memory.. just to find you waiting when I got there.


I changed my life just to escape your pain.. knowing the damage mine could do.. still when the lights go down my devils came to play. and I gotta know, just who the hell are you?

To show me how to lose? to revive a life just to bring it down, just who the hell are you to drag this out and leave it for the world to see, just who the hell are you?

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"I wont listen to your shame you ran away youre all the same Angels lie to keep control my love was punished long ago if you still care don't ever let me know"

Fuck mold
it can get a hold
of live colas
that I coulda
smoked or
sold...

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"Jesus Cant Save You"

I have been waiting for a very long time
its true, yes i have.
Time just passes, its all the same
sad nor happy it just wipes away
your dreams, your hates, your love
their all the same.
I have been waiting for a very long time
its true, yes i have
and time has taken all i ever had.

I got the smallest dick in town
its small in length
and small all around
when I meet a new girl
her lips just frown
so it looks like
its my pillow i shall pound

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In the quest for the test to fulfill an achievement, everybody's only loaded just to shoot themselves, when the fact of the matter is they just don't care, to extend a helping hand to anyone else

Were you crying yesterday? In the corner by the cupboards where you thought no one would see? Are there things that drive you crazy within the subtle and the lazy, in which words were spat too far beyond your ability to retrieve? Do the cobwebs grow inside your mind? Reminding you what’s left behind… creating superficial blocks that suffocate all that you say.
If the dreams could find release, would it create a better peace? One in which your fragile mind could find some semblance of relief? Or, if you mutilate the way in which you think and do and say, do you still remain the same deep underneath? And if so what is the matter with all the troubled souls who wander while their lives are bound to suffer in the streets until they cease?
Could it be you need direction, from a place of deep reflection, where your carnal mind can finally find some peace through your release?
Use your mind in different ways, day by day when you are speaking with the spiritual weaklings that are constantly beseeching you for cash to fund their daze? Or maybe look around you, and try to figure out just how you can attempt to make a difference with the latest greatest craze.
My real face you can’t ignore, even if you really want to, in your heart you feel it haunt you, as if you have lost the reason why you feel me when I’m near. Wonderful and complicated trying hard just to explain it knowing way deep down inside you can’t be special if you’re poor.

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How absurd is a law that seeks to classify a plant as a crime? As if there could be something feloniously wrong with nature.
http://www.rollitup.org/newbie-centr...our-seeds.html

Blank faced and drooling. Just enough fire to stay warm but not enough to give light. It’s probably a fairly dull way to go, but then again, too bright of a blaze may burn you. Day after day they sit there, grasping the ups and downs of their favorite reality T.V., and far too busy with that to take the time to look around and understand… anything. Please look at me! PLEASE!! Ok ?
“I feel like I could really just be happy in life if I were a movie star. Then everyone would have to love me… Or maybe I could win the lottery. I’d never work another day in my life.”
Sit back, relax, and enjoy the ride. There is no reason to think, when all of your thoughts can be given to you without any effort on your own part. All you have to do is tune in. You can believe that everything will turn out just fine. You can believe anything you want.

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How absurd is a law that seeks to classify a plant as a crime? As if there could be something feloniously wrong with nature.
http://www.rollitup.org/newbie-centr...our-seeds.html