3rd time using Ayahuasca

Well today, I am trying for my third time with Ayahuasca..

First time was epic

Second time. I broke all the rules, I had a nervous breakdown and freaked out. I found out I lost my job and my grandmother had cancer, previously that night I had been drinking and ate 4 xanax bars and ate all the shit I wasn't suppose to. When I heard the bad news, I was so fucked up I said fuck it and drank the ayahuasca had a crazy night to say the least. It was a crazier more sleep like trip. The hallucinations were much more mixed and faster. Lots more energy.. However do not try this! I was being stupid and on the verge of killing myself.

Today is my 3rd try. I drank brew Syrian Rue seed tea about 45 minutes ago about 3 grams. not really feeling the effects of the syrian rue yet. I double boiled and just drank the second brew. But my ayahuasca brew has a ounce of syrian rue already in it, from my first brew. where I had did two pulls from a ounce a of syrian rue. Which is a super large dose. But I threw all the left over seeds in the Mimosa brew, so hopefully through cold water extraction the aya will be strong as shit. The Mimosa also contains small amount of san pedro in it. I had brew a ounce of dried san pedro on saturday night. And threw the left over plant material in the Mimosa brew.

So I am hoping for this to be as good as the first time. I post a trip report around 6 or 7 tonight

wish i was able to experience the tea only dmt. on top of my chronic but still blew me the fuck away