
11-14-2007, 08:39 AM
|  | Mr.Ganja Mr. Ganja | | Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: in the depths of uranus
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Originally Posted by tahoe58  hey bro....there are lots of others here with you too. best wishes and intense karma your way.....may you have the strength and patience and perseverance to see this through!  | tahoe thanks for the good words and encouragement. it seems as if this bad episode is coming to a hallt. now on to preventing this down the road. tahoe you seem like a good person becase i see you always spreading positivity. | 
11-14-2007, 09:04 AM
|  | Able To Roll A Joint Able to roll a joint | | Join Date: Oct 2007
Posts: 97
| | You can die of of an overdose of anything it's an imbalance. You can die from drinking to much water....don't do it though, life blows for everyone sometimes. Taking your life is the easy way out. Lifes to short to be serious all the time, be easy it's good to be alive. | 
11-14-2007, 09:24 AM
|  | Too many brownies Mr. Ganja | | Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: We can't stop here, this is Bat Country!
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Originally Posted by burnin_one I was just wondering as a person that has had enough of life and all its rejections i just was curious.I'm tired of all the bullshit and can't stand it anymore im not looking to get high just not to wake up thanks  | Seriously this site makes me happy everyday...I always look forward to getting on here and chatting with the people I dont have to hide anything from.
Or just realize the fact that since you are really considering killing yourself, that means you have NOTHING TO LOSE and should go ahead and do whatever the fuck you want, and completely chang your life around. Everyone has the power to change their life 100%!  
DONT DO IT...besides my ex tried od'ing on pills....she puked up a bunch of blood and shes still here...with a bunch of nice health problems too.
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11-14-2007, 10:33 AM
|  | Ganja Connorsur Stoner | | Join Date: May 2007 Location: Sub Tropics.
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| | they will not kill you!!!! your only going to puke them up your body is strong.
i bet if you roll up a fatty a get a good friend to talk to you may die!! try it!! Quote:
Originally Posted by burnin_one I was just wondering as a person that has had enough of life and all its rejections i just was curious.I'm tired of all the bullshit and can't stand it anymore im not looking to get high just not to wake up thanks  |
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11-14-2007, 10:36 AM
|  | Too many brownies Mr. Ganja | | Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: We can't stop here, this is Bat Country!
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| | One more thing......Its all about how you look at life man. It doesnt matter what do you, dont have, have experienced, or havent experienced....the only thing that matters is how you look at it all. | 
11-14-2007, 10:13 PM
| | Ganja Smoker Pot Head | | Join Date: Mar 2007 Location: Philly, PA
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| | Burnin_one, I think a lot of ppl on this site have been in ur shoes before. I never considered killing myself, but there was a time when i thought i had nothing to live for. Having nothing to lose can be depressing and shit at 1st, but after a while if things dont get better then it can still turn out fun. I had nothing to lose back in high school and I would just skip all the time and get high or leave school with my friends and do a bunch of stupid shit that was fun at the time, becuz I didnt care anymore. I was never a good kid though lol, but i respect ppl and im nice. If I wouldnt have started smokin and doin the small crimes and shit I would probly look back at that time and regret that I didnt do anything fun, or i might not be alive right now.
Since u cant smoke weed though I would try some shrooms. I never tried shrooms before but i heard they were the shit. They can take u a better place while all the bullshit is goin on in reality. | 
11-15-2007, 05:54 AM
|  | Token' Biologista Mr. Ganja | | Join Date: Sep 2006 Location: an praticularly incredible mind blowing and happy place.......
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| | hey man. well thanks so much. I dunno, maybe that comes from having the living shit kicked outta me by the all the people that I thought loved me. but hey...life is what it is, you look in the mirror, and if you truly believe in your heart that you are a good person....fuck them. it is the only way that I have been able to keep moving forward, even when I didn't really know why how or where I was moving forward to. about 2 1/2 years ago...that....to.....was a very unhappy and desolate and bleak place....I really only wanted to die - life did not need me anymore - I was wasted oxygen. Sometimes we're not supposed to know where that to is. we're supposed to follow what our gut is telling us. that has worked very well for me and most recently, very well (so far). the that path includes actively and genuinely listening, and being very appreciative of that which is around you....b'cuz in a blink of an eye EVERYTHING WILL CHANGE, what was will no longer be....period....unequivocally GONE....what was no longer is....period. sometimes by your own doing, and other times by that which is not in your control. so I have learned to be mindful and concious, and truly do appreciate everything - I know sounds hokie....and maybe it is.....but I know its working for me.....I could have VERY easily off'd myself multiple times over the past 6-7 years - and came pretty darn close a couple of times. so to me that means, whatever is around you - positive and/or negative - is all totally temporary. Shit happens to everyone, and the difference is how you deal with it. I decided to deal with it all by trying to surround myself with positive energy and look for the positive and avoid negativism and negative people. and some of those decision are difficult...and they hurt...but you know in your gut they are the right decision. negativity just drags me down. Its been a good run for the last several months, maybe I have a good roll in front of me...the reality is there wil be more bumps and diversions, the difference will be that my mental state will hopefully allow me to manage them all better.....  Quote:
Originally Posted by mastakoosh tahoe thanks for the good words and encouragement. it seems as if this bad episode is coming to a hallt. now on to preventing this down the road. tahoe you seem like a good person becase i see you always spreading positivity. |
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11-15-2007, 06:18 AM
|  | Able To Roll A Joint Able to roll a joint | | Join Date: Oct 2007
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| | Been there. Not a good place to be. It took slicing my wrist open and a pool of blood on the kitchen floor to realize that it's not worth it. But just know even if your on probation and can't leave the state or roll a joint that you have options and death is not a good one. Make some sort term goals. Write them out and try to achieve them. Even if you fail you can always try again. Think about the folks battling AIDS and starvation in Africa. If they have the strength to keep on fighting what makes you think that you don't? You do! And if anyone tries to get you down this is what I say | 
11-15-2007, 08:13 AM
|  | Growin in Africa Pot Head | | Join Date: Oct 2007 Location: Southern Hemisphere
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| | Keep walking. The rain will stop. | 
11-15-2007, 08:20 AM
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