i did not read every single post, but i'm pretty sure what happened

first, let me say that experience sounds pretty bad-ass, but it just freaked you out because you have never experienced it

next, it DEFINATELY was not just weed...there had to be someting else in it like others mentioned. pcp, salvia, shrooms, etc.

finally, i'm almost 100% positive you had a panic attack and they have been reoccuring...during panic attacks you literally think and feel like you are dying and it IS pretty damn scary especially if you have never experienced it before. this will take a little work, but you will recover fully. you have to know that panic attacks are all in your head and you can start controlling them as soon as you realize that it is just in your head and you really not going to die...i'm being freaking serious here. people that have never experienced this will never understand the feeling unless they go thru it themselves. you can try to describe it over and over to people and they just don't get it.

i swear to you that once you realize that you are in control and you will not be hurt or die, you will begin to be able to control this when it happens to you. it will happen more times, but the sooner you control it, the sooner they will completely go away.

you don't need to use drugs to calm yourself, but if you need extra help, xanax will help.

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Listen to the people talking about anxiety...

It sounds like you're having typical panic attacks(classic death feeling), the weed may have just been the catalyst to bringing them out of you... This happens to quite a few people and the fact that your mind works overtime thinking of worse and worse possible outcomes sounds about right. Smoking isnt for everyone and panic attacks are manageable, you should be okay in the long run. Do what you can to forget about the experience, harping on it will make it worse.

and never smoke again, it is not your solution.

i gotta be honest bud, that shit was entertaining as hell. Im sorry it was soo terriable for you but man i wanted to read more into this book called YOUR LIFE ON WEED. But nah for real the very first time i smoked bud it was laced with cocaine. Sucks right. High for 6 straight hours found myself butt naked in my front yard. Homie that shit was wack! anyhow man i think your straight, bud but if it continues i would go get looked at, i think your just tripping seriously tho, and making yourself have bad anxiety and your brain is very powerfull if u think something is wrong something will be. Just relax man it takes more than one time smoking to fuck you up royaly

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Its kush homie

that sounds like a very trippy night and or month,but like doubt it was only weed.

back in the eightys when i was a young fella like 14-15 i smoked this shit with my sisters b/f and fuk me if it didnt knock me on my ass on out for the count like mike tysons left hook,never had that feeling ever again some purle haze came close a couple of years later but a happier high,

take advice if your are freaking out go see the doc i doubt it was the weed.

good luck and dont forget to breath over and over

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1 - Weed dont do that. Period.
2- Weed couldnt damage your brain even if you wanted it to. It wouldnt matte how much you smoked, you cant od and you can cause any damage because the chemicals in weed are probably the safest chemicals known to mankind.

I Have A Feeling That It Might Not Have Been Just Weed But....

"I brought all this, so you can survive when law is lawless (right here)
Feelings, sensations that when you thought you was dead
No squealing, remember that it's all in your head!"

I had the same exp. 30 years ago...It was laced with pcp.Not very enjoyable when you don't know it's coming.

IDK How many times I've heard that exact same line olishell


"It was laced with PCP. Not very enjoyable when you don't know it's coming"

Exactly, same thing happened to me about 4 years ago.

Experience was somewhat similar to what happened to this guy.

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do you have any history of schizophrenia or any thing similar in your family? even if it was laced thats a bit of a severe mental reaction i suppose it could have been pcp i just cant imagine why someone you know would do that.