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Originally Posted by ANC
Yep, first time or two can be pretty awesome, but then it gets to you....
You see a bad trip is usualy the shrooms opening your eyes to the shit going down in your life, are you lazy, dirty, etc... and it will rub your face in it until it thinks you get it... especialy if you trip around your home where it can show you the evidence of your lifestyle in detail, and beyond argument. Bad trips don't happen to happy, healthy people who have their shit sorted out. The rest of us deserve the guidance, and would do well to listen to what the shrooms tell us.
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I think bad trips are good for some people, because some people are so arrogant and hard headed to there own life and perspective on it. I think they hold such value, I suggest to people to at least try them once but be mature and research it before they do them, but they aren't for everyone. I still do mushrooms every now and then, I used to do them every other week for about a summer when I first did them. First 3 times, was 2 gs, 4th was an eighth. And man on man I will never forget the eighth dose. I made the mistake of commiting with 4 other friends i'd get mushed with them, when I did eat them I had my best friends girlfriend come pick me up, she had never ate shrooms so she had no idea what was going on inside my head. I ate some xanax while on the peak, just because I was super anxious, and well she bought me some tacos at jack in the box and I told her okay just so I would have some food in my system (took em on an empty stomach) and I couldn't even eat could hardly function. So we went into her house and I watched the bricks wave and breathe, and then felt like I was gonna perma fry, and was trying to behave normal so I wouldn't feel so stupid around her. So I went into the bathroom (lol) and looked into the mirror for a second and then said okay ill sit on the ground out of the view of the mirror. I then got up went back to the couch in front of the brick chimney and looked at her DVD case and noticed all the DVDs fall off the shelf as if there was an earthquake hit the ground and then would go back into place and just loop over. And then I looked at the movie she was watching some shit called Ms. Pedigrew or something and the ladies face completely shadowed itself and was drooping/ melting. So I got scared went downstairs in her room on her laptop (I thought I had mushroom poisoning so I googled it) and once I got to the page on how to do it, I could not read the english on the page. So I felt completely fucked and thought I was just gonna chill dying in her room. So I put on the song Lil Wayne - I feel like dying and played it for an hour straight cuz the lyrics matched my negative way of thinking about dying for about an hour and half cried in fear when you get that mushed out and think your dying I think I have reason to cry lol. Anyways as soon as I felt like I was somewhat normal, I felt so good to not be in such a heavy trip, and then decided to go to the gym on shrooms! Ended up just laughing at my friends girlfriend cuz she wouldn't put on shorts to go to the gym cuz she thought she looked fat. Ended up going and walked on the tredmill, noticed there were too many tvs so I felt overwhelmed and decided to just stare at the patterns in the carpet move and breathe around. This high was very very cool xanax and mushrooms were a really good mix for me, because I could have visuals and not be all tense and anxious around people and was even able to go to the gym with other people around without freaking out. ahh good times.