Well that does sound very intense. After I did salvia for the 2nd time, and I had a nuts trip, I thought "shit I don't wanna do this anymore and I can't give this to my friends...they'll freak out."
Yeah well, 1/2 hour later I calmed down and realized it was just too intense for me and passed it along. You did the 20x like I did, and yeah its pretty ridiculous.
I know what you mean about rethinking you life, and how you involve rec drugs in it. One time, my friend did waaay too many shrooms and thought he was dead, then tried to make out with me (I am a straight male, and I thought he was too.)
If you can't control yourself when you're messed up, you probably should quit getting messed up, on no matter what it is. Know your own limit and always be in control. Thats my best advice.
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