you sound very angry. maybe you should try smoking some of the stuff you claim to grow. it might mellow you out a little, and get you back on topic. maybe you just need a hug or something. my cat was bothering the shit out of me the other day and nothing worked to calm her down. then i spilt a little beer on the floor, and she is happy as a clam. sometimes its just the simple things fatboy, but i do recommend looking into them. you might extend your life a little by taking all the stress out.
im not trying to offend you, but i bet if you read your posts out load to your mother, she would think you are a little angry as well.
Aren't you a judgemental little newbie. Actuallly Dude, I do not smoke or drink anymore. I lost the ability to do either in moderation a long, long time ago.
It is about growing, not using. I do not need drugs, alcohol or cigarettes. They are for people who can not handle reality. I can handle reality Dude. It does not require me to use drugs to grow or sythesize than. I am never mad at my mother or clean and sober people as they have no croutchs to carry them through reality like drunks and addicts, just unkowning drunks and stoners that think they know so much but obviously do not.
I was growng hydroponic indoor mj very likely before a great majority of the posters to this forum were born. Do I miss smoking it? No. No more than I enjoy the memories of being on unemployment and as soon as I got my check every two weeks running out and buying a bag of buds before I even bought diapers for my first born child or food for myself and my young working wife. I thought growing pot would make that memory of putting drugs ahead of my family go away. No, it just made the families go away. However, I still feel those feelings, after three divorces and 19 years clean and sober. Gives you a lot to look forward to doesn't it Dude.
Do I still grow mj? Duh, how much is it worth? Then consider I have enough experience it cost me about 50 cents a dry gram to grow. I may be *sshole, but I am not stupid. Oh, yeah I am one happy camper Dude. Given a chance to start all over agin, NO i would have ever piv cked up that frst bowl, the first drink or ever started growing mj. Now are you happy Dude? How long has it been since you havespent much timeclean and sober Dude? So go smoke another bowl pot head. My mother is actually quite happy with me. I spent almost two years in Viet Nam as a medic. I spent decades as a pacticing addict. I started drinking at 11, smoking pot at 12, started slamming meth at 15, went through three divorces and prison, had my youngest child die in my arms after being run over in my front yard by a stoned and drunk driver two years
after I quit using and through it all including war time I have never killed anyone. Although people like you make me wonder why I have not. So maybe you think you are not an addict. You know the fact that your reading about growing pot and likely are growing pot and the fact that your promoting the use of pot would seem to clearly indicate that yes you are an addict. The fact that you also drink tends to indicate you are dually addicted. If you ever are lucky enough to again live in reality (without drugs and alcohol) you will also likely have wonderful memories and true feelings again instead of the dulled lack of reality you call life. I wish Icould be around then to call you an angry man Dude or to say how much your mother is dissapointed in you.
Smoke another bowl Dude. Have another beer. Be
artificially happy Dude. It will go well with your artificial intelligence. It is amazing that stoned and drunk people always seem to think they are so smart.
