Does anyone see truth?

reddan1981

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I know I'm going on, but I do have a purpose. I think I remember you saying you were diagnosed with schizophrenia? In what ways did your condition manifest? Do/did you agree with the diagnosis?
 

New Age United

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I know I'm going on, but I do have a purpose. I think I remember you saying you were diagnosed with schizophrenia? In what ways did your condition manifest? Do/did you agree with the diagnosis?
No I was never diagnosed it is a self diagnosis but trust me I am paranoid schizophrenic. Now I'm on the medication risperidone and I don't experience the positive symptoms of schizophrenia (hallucinations, dillusions and paranoia) but I still have the negative symptoms (lethargy, anti - social).

My condition manifested twice as deep psychosis, no acid trip ever felt like that, I was up for 6 days the first time and 2 days the second time and let me tell you from first hand experience what a rush, you lose control of your mind and will and do to your paranoid delusions it is very dangerous for both you and others, I was arrested both times I was admitted to hospital for violence in public. My first stay was 30 days my second only 4 bc they found the right medication, as soon as I took the first pill it all clicked and I knew it was the right medication, however both times it was the wrong diagnosis of "cannabis induced psychosis". Although I do agree that cocaine, meth and cannabis can all agitate the schizophrenic mind do to my medication I can now trustingly smoke an oz a week.

Don't think that my opinions that I express here are delusions, it is the truth of which I speak that allowed me to survive. It actually is possible to stop thinking and this has allowed me to overcome, to a degree, the negative symptoms of schizophrenia.
 
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New Age United

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I am also a psychopath, I have all 3 traits of the dark triad. Yet do to the truth I have found eternal peace and bliss, and with peace and bliss comes a genuine love for all beings. Imagine that, a psychopath that has learned how to love.
 

New Age United

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I know I'm going on, but I do have a purpose. I think I remember you saying you were diagnosed with schizophrenia? In what ways did your condition manifest? Do/did you agree with the diagnosis?
Is that an honest enough answer for you reddan? Look within your heart, the deceiver is so clever as to make you believe that you are him. You are not the Thinker(devil) you are pure Awareness (god)

"If I err I err only against my own soul, for in the light I know Allah's will as my own will"

"Surely Allah is hearing, seeing, knowing, nigh" Very close in space and time, so close that you are inseparable, you are one with God, wake up you mortal fool lol!!!

"There are three types of people in this world. Those that see, those that see when they are shown, and those that do not see, oh wretched mortals open your eyes" DaVinci
 

GrowUrOwnDank

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Dude. Your confused and high maintenance. You have no friends, you bore people with your high maintenance. You are too needy for approval. But, you can't pull it off. Your just needy. I've watched your threads.

Anyway, we here
in the rollitup community love you man. We reach out to you and want you to feel our love as confused as you are. You bring us up as we realiZe the sad circumstances of your life, we are not in as bad situation as. You are. We love you man. Please just be ok. You're awesome and should be having an awesome day. You make us feel better about ourselves.
 

New Age United

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Dude. Your confused and high maintenance. You have no friends, you bore people with your high maintenance. You are too needy for approval. But, you can't pull it off. Your just needy. I've watched your threads.

Anyway, we here
in the rollitup community love you man. We reach out to you and want you to feel our love as confused as you are. You bring us up as we realiZe the sad circumstances of your life, we are not in as bad situation as. You are. We love you man. Please just be ok. You're awesome and should be having an awesome day. You make us feel better about ourselves.
I get your sarcasm and that's why I like it, comical. No don't worry about me man I'm in Paradise:)
 

New Age United

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Does anyone realize that I don't do this for my own gratification, how gratifying could this be. I do this strictly out of love, for the few that see the light. Open your fucking eyes, how obvious could this be.
 

New Age United

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No GrowUrOwnDank I don't give a fuck about making friends I'm trying to show you some very simple things here that could help you out, fuck all that shit about high maintenance save that for your bitch.
 

georgio838

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I am also a psychopath, I have all 3 traits of the dark triad. Yet do to the truth I have found eternal peace and bliss, and with peace and bliss comes a genuine love for all beings. Imagine that, a psychopath that has learned how to love.
psychopaths are not soo bad...just had a lot of bad press...really they are only stubborn strong minded individuals...& imagine how boring the world would be without them? no CSI without psycho murders to investigate? no WW2 without hitler & stalin & their whacky crews?, no big business cos most major bigshots are psycho's, we would all be poorer?...some embrace your local not so friendly psycho...with a bulletproof vest
 

reddan1981

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There is something innately wrong with any study of humanity that pigeonholes. They reject the dynamic nature of human individuals. The ability to change, adapt, grow, mature and alter their opinions and behavior.

The trend in psychology to classify every set of behaviors as an illness or mental disorder.

The presupposition is that a psychologist knows what “order” a person’s mind is supposed to be in in the first place.

How about I come to your house and tell you how to order your bookshelves, your kitchen, and tell you how you ought to be running your life.

The simple fact is that MY standard of order is very much different to yours. And nobody has the right, or the ability to impose their standard upon me. Telling me what’s “normal” and what’s not. Telling me what’s right and wrong so that I mesh neatly into their little categories of INTJ OR INTP. Well, they can take that Jungian bullshit and jam it up their dogmatic asses.

Last time I spoke to someone about the Myers Briggs test I likened it to astrology… boy you should have seen the reaction (and frantic attempts to defend their position). I’m not buying it.

Fancy telling someone that their behavior is abnormal, and that they’ve got a “mental disorder” and stick it with them for the rest of their lives. And imagine telling someone that on the basis that they’ve taken a VOTE on how to classify a set of behaviors, in order to apply this label. They simply got in a room (behind closed doors mind you) and simply said: “All for?” and “All against?” then decided your fate. Now you’re Bipolar/Alcoholic/ADHD/Autistic or whatever.

They’re fucking criminals. Deluding people who are having trouble into thinking they’re powerless and then prescribing them drugs to “fix” them.

Let me make this clear:

YOU’RE NOT BROKEN!

Sure, you might have some problems but 99% of the time they’re nothing a bit of deep thought, reflection and some honest/rational analysis of your beliefs, then some self discipline cannot fix.

You’ve got the power to change yourself. You don’t need an authority to tell you bullshit stories and “diagnose” you with something. If you buy in to that shit you’ll spend the rest of your life being a victim. And honestly, how the absolute fuck does a mental health professional justify “helping” someone by creating a victim mentality within them.

It seriously fucking dumbfounds me how completely idiotic the entire field is.

Here are some references for you if you want to learn about REAL mental health and stability:

http://www.arachnoid.com/psychology/ (This entire site is awesome… read it… now)

The Psychology of Self-Esteem: A Revolutionary Approach to Self-Understanding that Launched a New Era in Modern Psychology (a rational and scientific look at psychology focusing on the REAL methods of obtaining self esteem without silly medication and relying on others)

http://drhurd.com/bad-therapy-good-therapy-excerpt/ (a clearly defined way to identify frauds and charlatans in the mental health industry)

http://www.darkbuddhism.com/ (a combination of Objectivism & Buddhism… with none of the crap)
 

so.nice

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We all have eyes that see, can you see what I am a about to try and show you. Yes it is completely subjective and metaphysical but I am sure you can see it too.

Always be Aware of Space

Time is an illusion but the Earth is very Real

All things come and go but the Light remains Eternal

If you understand this then you are now in Paradise

Welcome to the kingdom of heaven, welcome to eternity. The universe is absolutely perfect. Stop resisting what is and surrender to your fate, accept what is, it is Paradise after all, it can not possibly get any better than this. Come and dine with me in Paradise. Any questions and opinions are welcome.
I agree with what you're saying about space I learned something about that from Tao te Ching
 

reddan1981

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Yes I've heard good things about the tao.
The word tao is chosen to describe the 10,000 entities of reality. Most people ascribe to the reality given to them. They accept truth, from people they have never met. You will know that I am NOT trying to teach wisdom, as wisdom cannot be taught with words. I am merely keeping you on your journey sage. This is primordial truth.
 
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