Hello guys, I just created my account to share the pain with you guys. I'll try to keep it as brief as possible.
I have been smoking since I was 14 and I turned 18 one month ago and since then we could say that every time I got high, it was horrible. I realize it's not really good for me to smoke often so I try to smoke less often, even tho my friends smoke a few times every day.
It was 13th May, we had a huge joint and we were 4 guys. I had 2 tokes and I already felt like puking from the smell,taste of the weed. After 15 minutes I was just stoned, looking at one point and not being able to do anything and I didn't have a fun time. Same thing a week later, even bigger joint - 5 guys and after 4 tokes I was like "That's it for me". The main thing I am writing this topic for is two days ago.
I didn't smoke for a week and on 13th Friday, my buddy and I decided to smoke a ~0.4 joint by ourselves and halfway through it I felt horrible by just toking and I told him to smoke it by himself because it was horrible every time I toked and basicly I couldn't even hold it, even holding it in my mouth felt horrible. And as I was saying this, I fuccing passed out. Literally. Fell on the floor and couldn't do anything or see anything for like 20 secs. Got up, I was like "woah, what the fucc", decided to go in the other room, I was alone on my way to it and I blacked out again. I passed out in the opposite direction of the direction I was walking - glasses on the floor, watch broken, laying on the ground. Buddy comes and he's like wtf, get up man, are you okay etc etc.
I go into the other room after 1 min and I lay down on the bed, sweatin hard as fck and it was cool in the room and after 20secs of lying I felt like I just took one hit to try the taste of it. How fucking weird is that? I was planning on getting like 10g before the summer vacation but now I am having double thoughts on it.
What do you think? Is this the end of my "smoking career"? Should I just take a break? Have you had such experience(getting really high by just a few hits but hating the experience)?
P.S My friend also said a few times that he didn't get really high even though he smoked double the amount, might have been the fact that he smokes this sort every day.
~Serious topic
I have been smoking since I was 14 and I turned 18 one month ago and since then we could say that every time I got high, it was horrible. I realize it's not really good for me to smoke often so I try to smoke less often, even tho my friends smoke a few times every day.
It was 13th May, we had a huge joint and we were 4 guys. I had 2 tokes and I already felt like puking from the smell,taste of the weed. After 15 minutes I was just stoned, looking at one point and not being able to do anything and I didn't have a fun time. Same thing a week later, even bigger joint - 5 guys and after 4 tokes I was like "That's it for me". The main thing I am writing this topic for is two days ago.
I didn't smoke for a week and on 13th Friday, my buddy and I decided to smoke a ~0.4 joint by ourselves and halfway through it I felt horrible by just toking and I told him to smoke it by himself because it was horrible every time I toked and basicly I couldn't even hold it, even holding it in my mouth felt horrible. And as I was saying this, I fuccing passed out. Literally. Fell on the floor and couldn't do anything or see anything for like 20 secs. Got up, I was like "woah, what the fucc", decided to go in the other room, I was alone on my way to it and I blacked out again. I passed out in the opposite direction of the direction I was walking - glasses on the floor, watch broken, laying on the ground. Buddy comes and he's like wtf, get up man, are you okay etc etc.
I go into the other room after 1 min and I lay down on the bed, sweatin hard as fck and it was cool in the room and after 20secs of lying I felt like I just took one hit to try the taste of it. How fucking weird is that? I was planning on getting like 10g before the summer vacation but now I am having double thoughts on it.
What do you think? Is this the end of my "smoking career"? Should I just take a break? Have you had such experience(getting really high by just a few hits but hating the experience)?
P.S My friend also said a few times that he didn't get really high even though he smoked double the amount, might have been the fact that he smokes this sort every day.
~Serious topic
