time for a regular journal update
the grow is in a crisis, in my mind at least.
the coco plants are not growing so well. they're flat, small and kind of wilty. the soil plants are growing much nicer in comparison - but they have shown a small nute burn in the tip of their first bladed leaves. This is also a major concern for me.
I'm gradually starting to feed the guys in coco very lightly, with up to 240 ppm so far, hoping for an improvement and working my way up the ppm in the next days.
I'm still at a loss about the soil - I have no idea what's wrong with it, and why i got this symptom. I dunno if I should flush it, or what.
The grow crisis is adjoining a life crisis - i'm having a very hard time with everything, really. There may be a great tide coming up. I may have to shut down the grow op, at least temporarily, in most part due to me failing so badly.
i still hope that i can somehow pull it off. not all hope is lost.