Is that what happened to you med?

It was about 6 years before I worked most all of it out of my system, although some of it was also my youth, and had night terrors 2-5 times a year for another 10 years, As long as I would get out on a lake, river or in the woods [I always liked to spend as much time as I could in this way anyway] I was ok. Just being in a place that I love without people would clean me out.
I also think that taking money for such shit could have crippeled me and I may not have recovered and I truly believe this, but I can't speak for others.

I also have never said any of this to anyone ever, although the wife being there knew of the terrors.


As for me I have never asked for nor wanted anything from the goverment except to be left alone.