Im not saying that u do becuz I dont know u or anything, but if u have depression or some mental disorder that shit can be really serious. I got depression really really bad years back and before that my life was actually pretty good, the depression hit me so hard and soon my life was over and has been since then pretty much. And thats not even factoring in my anxiety or episodes of psychosis and paranoia, Im doing better now though. Im just saying u should get urself checked for stuff like that before u decide to do anything.

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