Im in sort of the same position as you. Im back home with my mom again after I got kicked out of my apartment for not paying. Im 22 years old and I havent really done shit yet. The only thing I think of most the time is how Im gonna grow weed when I get my own place again. All I really think about is smoking and these dreams for my life that are far away. I do have minor depression though and maybe some other stuff, and I need to man up and get a girl again, but no bullshit it has to be someone I really love and love to spend time with thats all I really want.

But, if u have depression or not bottomline u just gotta calm down. Drink a little something and smoke a little bit and just chill out with someone u love. Everything might seem hard and confusing but it will all be cool in the end. U gotta clear ur mind and realize all the good things in ur life, theres just a lot of bullshit that will fill our minds from time to time and consume us, especially us people with depression and anxiety. Find a way to be at peace and clear ur mind and everything will make sense, life is great.

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I don't do drugs...Just Weed