9 years ago i was excommunicated from my church. i was disowned by my family. i fell into heavy drug experimentation. i was then robbed at gunpoint, in my apartment, stripped naked.

i was put on butran, xxanex and prozac- all together, to keep me from going mad. about two months in I realized THEY were helping me go mad by deadening my emotions behind the haze of mind-clouding medications. i quit them all cold-turkey and just stuck with weed, everyday.

if you're diagnosed with depression, but its just from external forces in your life, not internal chemical imbalances, try to get off the drug company's poisons as soon as possible. cannabis is the best medicine for depression. it's the best medicine for a host of physical and mental problems. the drug companies know it. the government knows it. THAT'S why it is illegal.

you are not alone. good luck as you transverse your life in all it's full, lucid glory. high!, not doped up.