I live on a dead end road way out in a natl forest.I have P.T.S.D and anxiety i think i inherited from my mom,shot two men on this property different times.i take 2mg of xanax a day,I know everyone hates them,the va will give me anything but them.so i have to see a crooked dr to get them.weed and xanax are my only vices.my dad says ill be handing out the fucking watchtower if i quit anything else,hes a state official [ret]anyway if there is anything out there that produces the same calming effect please let me know.anxiety is hard to describe and ptsd is something you people dont need to know about,war is hell!!!!
i dont fear any man or anything,its a different kind of feeling,worthlessness worry about everything.people plotting against you etc.....but if anyone knows something that would work plz post it.i have taken everything.else i know how they feel bro.i hope it all works out man,peace
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