In my opinion, ideas formed when intoxicated are best reserved for a later more sober review when you are in a position to be more objective and perhaps in future you should not rush to share an unfinished work. If you believe you have not been fully understood you might want to question whether the fault lies with the reader in not comprehending you properly, or yourself in expressing yourself ineffectively. If it is the second, a review of your work may be in order. To become entrenched in a 'this is my opinion and I don't care what anyone else thinks' mentality which is what you seem to be suggesting when you say these are your feelings good or bad, seems rather limiting if you do wish to develop or defend these ideas further. The core value of philosophy is the use of logic and reasoning and being able to anticipate and overcome objections to your arguments can only serve to refine and strenghten the finished product.