hello mate sorry to hear about your predicament,i hope i can help.
i am taken for granted you live in the us ,which unfortunately limits your
options . there are places in canada that run compassion clubs with a doctors note. but if you live in the us thats no good for you.
most moms won,t touch the us because off your tough laws if caught
sending stuff in the mail
i do no a reputable mom that does send to the states, although quite
pricey, they help out lots off people in your predicament
they are called jays joints, go to cannabis culture forums and look under moms and you can read reviews about them.
hope that helps if you have any trouble send me a pm and i will be glad to help.