Can anyone isolate anything hint of paranoia in anything I wrote?

You are passive aggressive you write in others threads.."im coming out of the shadows to comment (however in the last 54 days you have gotten quite vocal with your opinions on this because otherwise I just lurk" but then you state an opinion that really wasnt necessary in a thread about something that you WANT TO PURSUE...you are totally contradictory and you dont get it...if you had said SCROGS are stupid and a waste of time and money and therefore a forum isnt needed because its an horrible way to grow then your opinion would make sense...BUT it doesnt its sort of like when your arguing with a teenager that doesnt care what you say they just want you to recognize that they have an opinion is that you hun?? cuz I recognize that you have an opinion and I love you for it and because you are unique and special in your own right...so please just say I too think a SCROG forum would be helpful becauses I think scrogs are neat thats why I want to try one..even if it doesnt seem like a wide enough topic.......no ones wrong Im just beggin that you shift your perception a bit...kisses