Originally Posted by notpatient

I rolled a quart of something hawaiin on my 18 birthday and for whatever reason I wanted to kill myself .
Ive never had a suicidal thought in my whole life and I had to run in to a semi face first to see who was toughest I guess, it took the whole family to stop me , it took me like 3-4 years to smoke again after that whole episode,
not a good day