Its is really hard for us to understand what is happening here with you... even if you told us everything you could... there is simply no way that somebody can explain the depth of how they love another person....
Sometimes in life, the people that mean the most to us at the time abandon us..... and sometimes we spend our lives trying to work out why that was....
She wants different things, and it sounds like she doesn't want to be honest with you about what it is she wants.... most likely because she cant find a way to express the right way so that you will understand....
Many hearts have been broken through time, but time mends all hearts... how long that takes depends on you....
I know how shit it sounds when people say 'dont worry bout, wont matter shit in time.. you will get over it!'...
it feels very impersonal cause I mean pffffff, how could they understand.... but it is the truth, even if you cant see it now, and most of the time you cant at this stage... its all doom and gloom
You see like a great guy, and great guys always find another great girl... its all karma buddy
