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i understand that much of the situation, but she has even said that we have always been more than just lovers we have been best friends through so much of life. And in all honesty i put all my emotions in to this thing and don't think iam ready to deal with this especially with little support from anyone let alone the one person that was my everything. I don't want to seem desperate to her ,but iam finding it hard to deal with this its all happening so fast. And if we have problems i thought we could work through them or at least talk about it. Anybody that has known us knows that we are always at each others side good times and bad and this is one of those hard times and im alone for it. And honestyly im scared of that. this realtionship was not a little highschool fling this is the love of my life, my soulmate.
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