I tend to be pretty pessimistic. I often feel as if the world is destroying itself, and I feel really, really guilty for ever having even smiled, when there are children who starve to death, and mass genocide, and an infinite number of other problems. I am not a particularly politcally savvy man, so sometimes I get frustrated, and can't understand why all of the terrible things happen in the world, and it weighs so heavy on me that I think death is the solution. As for a purpose? I don't know. By the way, I'm feeling exceptionally disheartened tonight, so ....... sorry so grim.

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