suicide is so far from my mindset that it is hard to think about it seriously. ive never been far enough down to even begin entertaining the thought of suicide.

with that said, its a terrible thing. about 6 months ago a guy 19 yrs old in the fraternity i was in shot himself with a 12 gauge once his gf broke up with him. to me this makes absolutely no sense and seems selfish, he had more friends than i could ever imagine who would have been there to help him through.

he was a baby, hadnt experienced shit that life has to offer. and now he lays 6 ft under without ever knowing what was around the corner for him.